"Not Me" Monday!

Well it's here!  The day of the week to share our "Not Me" moments from last week.  Let's see what I can come up with. 

I have spent the last several weeks looking for a job.  I think most of us hate looking for work.  But "Not Me"!  I love it! (Not really).  That is why it was Not Me who on the one day last week when I was supposed to go into job service to take my application package for a particular job, chose to stay home instead.  It was "Not Me" who would sabotauge myself and it was "Not Me" who just wanted to stay home and do nothing but lay on the couch and watch TV.  It was Not Me who just could not bring myself to do anything towards finding a job that day.  It was "Not Me" who was so tired, bored, exhausted from all my efforts into looking for work that I would definately not sabotauge myself and my efforts on that particular day.  I swear, I would never do that! 

It was Not Me who ended up with extreme back pain on Saturday that I thought I was having a Kidney Stone or Kidney Infection, and then realized the next day when the pain wasn't quite so bad and the symptoms of either stones or infection never appeared, that it was probably just a pulled muscle from shoveling snow.  It was Not Me who would totally forget she shoveled snow that day.  It was Not Me who would automatically think that it must be something other than just back pain.  It was Not Me who would jump to conclusions like that even if it did feel like something worse and different than a pulled muscle.  Nope, it couldn't have been me.  I just would never ever do that! 

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